Finding Joy in Your Home

If you've been feeling stressed, weighed down, worried, or just quietly unsettled lately… this is for you.
I've walked through cycles of this myself over the past few years. Since 2020 especially, it has felt like a constant hum beneath everything, an undercurrent of tension that never quite goes away, especially when one is chronically online. And somewhere along the way, I realized I didn't want to live like that anymore.
So I stepped off the hamster wheel.
I've been largely off social media since early January. I still check in occasionally as needed, messages, customer needs, anything urgent. I try to keep it under five minutes. But even in those few minutes, the pattern is unmistakable.
My feed fills with women, thoughtful, intelligent, faithful women, carrying visible stress. Concern about the world, politics, health, toxins, culture, the future. Some of it is valid. Much of it is important. These are not trivial things.

And yet… the weight of it all is constant.
Then I open Substack, my one remaining online space, and I find it there too. In essays, reflections, and commentary. Even among voices I deeply respect, the same thread runs through: concern, urgency, pressure. Although not nearly at the rate and intensity on other social media.
I don't say this to dismiss any of it. There is much in our world worth wrestling with and thinking through. But I've started to notice something else.
By almost every historical measure, our lives are easier than they have ever been. Running a household, let alone a business, has never been more accessible. We have tools, conveniences, and resources that previous generations could not have imagined.
And yet, for all that ease, we are carrying unprecedented levels of stress. Not because we are under constant physical threat, but because we are under constant informational pressure. We are exposed to everything. All the time.
A disaster across the world reaches us instantly. A new study contradicts what we believed yesterday. A food we carefully researched is suddenly labeled harmful. A conversation spirals online, and we feel pulled into it—emotionally, mentally, even spiritually.
Our bodies don't distinguish between proximity and distance. Between real danger and perceived urgency. So we live in a near-constant stress response. And it's exhausting.
We were not made to carry the weight of the entire world every single day. And yet, that's exactly what modern life quietly asks of us.
So if you're feeling overwhelmed… it might not be because you're doing something wrong. It might be because you're taking in far more than you were ever meant to hold.
So what do we do?
How do we step out of this cycle and return to something steadier, more grounded, more human? These are the things I've been practicing over the past six months (and really the past few years) that make such a difference.

Get off social media
Yes. I said it.
I know it's not popular. I know it makes people upset (the few times I've even mentioned my own personal desire to step back from social media on IG have been met with some very offended responses). There's a real resistance when we start talking about stepping away from the constant stream of input.
But it's worth asking: what is that resistance revealing? For years, I believed social media had a meaningful place in my life, and for a time, I think it did. It connected me to others. It allowed me to share, to learn, to build something good. It was a huge vehicle in our online business and I'll be forever grateful for the connections made.
I'm grateful for that season and for the high point of social media.  But seasons change. And I also personally think we are past the peak of usefulness of social media.
What once offered connection now often delivers noise. What once inspired now frequently overwhelms. You go looking for something helpful - and instead find yourself sifting through celebrity gossip, unrealistic expectations, endless products, and a steady drip of comparison and fear...amidst trash world.
And the reels: the endless, fast, fragmented reels, are shaping us more than we realize. Training our minds to expect constant stimulation. Shortening our attention. Flattening our ability to think deeply.
I've come to believe this is not neutral. It is forming us.
So if you are feeling stressed, anxious, out of sorts, and listless. Get off social media. Delete it for a week and see how you feel. Jump off the doomscrolling and realize you don't need input every second of every day. It's been almost five months since I've been completely off of social media and guess what? I'm not actually missing out on anything at all!
I want to meditate on the good, the true, and the beautiful. Instagram might have once helped facilitate that, but I feel like it no longer does.
Take a break. It'll be good for your brain.
Read real things again
One of the downfalls of the past 10 years is that almost no one has an attention span longer than 7 seconds. Now, congrats! You are one of the exceptions since you are reading my admittedly long-winded article right now. You've stuck the course, you've banked on this long-winded article actually having a payoff at the end, or at least a little something to pull out along the way!
Partly why I took so long to exit social media (and no, I'm not 100% completely gone from it as I'll hopefully share soon), is that there can be some redeeming qualities to it. I've met fellow bloggers, podcasters, and authors online who I've then come to meet in person, attend conferences with, share hotel rooms and meals, and even eat dinner in their homes. I've formed beautiful, lovely, God-honoring connections and friendships.
I've gained valuable knowledge. I've picked up fantastic tips and saved more than one stellar recipe. I've learned, laughed, and grown.
But social media has now moved beyond the tipping point of usefulness for me, and I've found myself drawn back to what I call "the old school blogging days". As a bit of a dinosaur in the blogging world (my first blog, Young Wife's Guide, was born in 2009), I've found myself longing for those simple days.
Reading long articles, coming across tutorials I can actually follow, save, and come back to, friendships formed out of words and loveliness not fake Instagram set-ups and dancing reels.
So this year marks my entrance back into blogging. And a mighty surprise: I found the one place I actually do want to spend 20-30 minutes a day online: Substack. But that's also a convo for another day.
If you're stepping away from social media but still crave connection, learning, or inspiration: seek out voices that invite you to slow down. Sit with a cup of coffee. Read something that requires your attention. Let your mind stretch again.
Fill your mind with what is good
Stress rarely arrives all at once. It begins quietly, a thought, a concern, a question, and then grows.
Left unchecked, it expands until it fills the entire space. And much of what we consume online accelerates that process.
So we have to be intentional about what we replace it with. Not just removing the noise, but actively choosing something better to fill our minds with.
Take a walk with your kids outside and focus on laughing and enjoying one another.
Take a 20-minute break, without your phone in hand, and sit in the warm spring sunshine and soak it up (Vitamin D works wonders for anxiety).
Start your day with your Bible open. Make it an absolute anchor point in your day. Coffee in hand, Bible on my lap and praying through the Psalms is how I start every single morning, and it's life-changing. God and His Word is the #1 way to combat stress and anxiety.
Start a book club and work your way through the classics. I'm part of a monthly book club with women at church, and it has quickly become one of my very favorite things! I've trained my affections so that I now spend my time reading good, beautiful, and highly engaging books instead of scrolling. There is no way around it: Reading for 20 minutes a day is way better for your brain, heart, and soul than 20 minutes of scrolling. I choose mental health over 20 more minutes of quick dopamine. You CAN retrain your habits and thought processes.
Do something tangible.
Habits can be retrained. Attention can be rebuilt. But it takes intention.
Do something real with your hands
There is something deeply stabilizing about physical, tangible work. Something our modern lives often lack and our bodies surely miss.
We say we're overwhelmed by managing a home, but in many cases, it's not because life is physically harder.
It's because we've lost familiarity with the work itself. We've drifted away from the skills that once grounded daily life.
So start small.
Learn to cook from scratch. Plant something. Fix something. Build something. Engage your body, not just your mind.
There's a reason kneading dough feels calming. Why working in the garden quiets anxious thoughts. It roots you in something real. Something immediate. Something within your control.
It's hard to remain in a spiral of anxiety when your hands are busy creating something good.
Learn something for the joy of it
Not everything needs to be productive. Some things can simply be… beautiful.
But get creative! We need to bring back the so called "Grandma hobbies" because staying busy with our hands, creating something good and beautiful, is one of the more surefire ways to combat anxiety.
Learn to knit, sew crochet, watercolor, quilt, punch needle, or any number of fun hobbies. You can tell what things excite me, can't you?
Put the phone down.
Step away from the constant input.
And begin building a life that feels full: not because of what you're consuming, but because of what you're creating.
Final Thought
We don't need more information. We need more formation.
A return to what is steady, grounded, and true.
A life shaped not by urgency, but a life shaped by intention.

Rediscovering God's design for family in a world that sees children as a burden
I have mostly been off of social media entirely since early January when I got my new "dumb-ish" phone for my birthday. But even so, news reached me that Hannah Neeleman from Ballarina Farms had her 9th baby. And that the internet has imploded over it.
I'm honestly not sure what is so shocking about a Mormon mom, who's had 8 previous babies, presumably every 1/5 - 2 years for over a decade, now having one more child. Like, don't you expect it by now? But nevertheless, baby #9 is here, and the interwebs have strong feelings about it.
Not being a Mormon myself, or particularly interested in what Instagram influencers are up to, I am not here to defend Hannah's family or enter into any debate about their life, their finances, or how they live their life (or portray it online). What I am particularly interested in, however, is this backlash against the simple fact that she would dare to have 9 children. "Hannah, don't you know that you are not supposed to have more than 1.6 children? Anything more is outrageous and clearly immoral!"
The outrageous thing is that the United States has fallen to a birthrate of just 1.6 children per woman(1), which is now tragically below the replacement rate, and is a record low. We are seeing this same trend over most of the developed world, including Canada (1.4), virtually all of Europe (with a combined birth rate of 1.4), Japan (1.3), South Korea (0.8), Australia & New Zealand (1.6 each), among others. If you are someone who believes the world is overpopulated and that this change is good because immigrants will come in and do all the jobs needed, or that technology and AI will replace all of the jobs needed, we can still be friends, but we will not agree on this issue. You might want to go on your merry way to a different article.

Our two sets of twin boys, back to back! 
Because of the birth rates that have been falling for decades, when you go outside your home with two cheery, or two cranky, toddlers, you will hear over and over again "Wow, you've got your hands full!" or if anyone is having a tough time being out past naptime or just being a toddler, you will get nasty comments and looks. (This is a topic for another day, but I do think two things are happening here: on the one hand, no one disciplines anymore, and children are allowed to run wild in public spaces and can genuinely be a nuisance. We are tired of parents not teaching and training their children, and so any outburst, noise, or even laughter from someone under 5 feet tall is looked at with a side eye or outright sneering. We, as a society, have forgotten what it's like to have children around. We've forgotten that they are entitled to live and take up space as much as any adult. We've forgotten that children are precious and that they are learning how to be adults and members of society, and such training needs to happen in the real world. It's as if our tiredness of permissive parenting has convinced an entire society of adults that 100% of all children are ill-behaved and a nuisance. But I digress...)
Our society can no longer fathom how someone could have 5-9 children, and that it must be impossible. What we forget is that until about 3.5 seconds ago, this was the norm. And don't come at me with "Well, rates of infant mortality were higher." Yes, and families still had a lot of kids who grew to adulthood. You can disagree on the reasons why they had so many children, but the fact remains that generations upon generations of women raised more than 4 children and did it successfully.
So, back to Hannah.
A viral tweet when the news broke relays the sentiments of a large portion of my generation: "You cannot give nine children adequate time, attention, and connection." This sparked articles and comments arguing that large families bordered on child abuse, that large families are oppressive or ignorant, and that mothers (and children) in large families are miserable. As someone with a whole lot of experience in this area, I've been mulling this all over for days.
But I haven't been mulling it over when it comes to Hannah. I've been mulling it over because moms in this generation need to know that there is another way to have a family than the 1.6 children they see in society. Families need to be encouraged that you can have a large family and that it can be a joy and a blessing. I love looking back through old literature or hearing stories of great-great-grandmas raising their brood, but it's hard for us to connect with these stories on a personal level.
We read about Ma Ingalls raising her larger-than-normal family (by today's standards, anyway) in a dugout without electricity, running water, or an urgent care to run to when the cough turns deep in the chest. We are inspired by the rugged courage it took to be a mom back then, and we might even pick up a tip or two. But by and large, we don't know how to connect the lessons we see from Ma Ingalls or Marmee with those of our very modern world, juggling soccer practice, grocery pick-up, social media, dating, lack of community, and so much more. In so many ways we see, we have it so much easier than "back then," and yet in others, it seems impossibly harder.

18 months later, we welcomed our 1 precious girl!
If we are firm in the fact that children are a blessing from the Lord, then we also know there IS a way to raise 3-4 children, 5-6 children, or even more in a good, godly, and wonderful way. For the past year or so, it's often been on my mind that American (and Western) women need a better blueprint for raising children. We are now a couple of generations out from larger families being even somewhat common. We don't need to be learning from the Hannah Neeleman's of the world or the latest Instagrammer (I am thankful for some of the good and godly voices there sharing the positive (and the hard) sides of raising kids like Abbie Halberstadt - M.is.for.Mama and Elisha and Katie Voetberg of Now That We're A Family), but rather from the mother sitting a church pew away from you, wrangling her five children, 7 and under. Or the mom fielding college applications and nursing a baby at the same time. Or the experience of the older mom welcoming grandchildren into the family.
I launched a project last spring that I think I'm finally ready to pick back up. I am the oldest of 4 siblings (along with a half-sister I sadly did not get to grow up with). Even at the time, I didn't consider myself from a large family, but my mom constantly got comments asking if we were all from the same dad (even though we share such a strong family resemblance) and remarking on what a large family we were! My husband, however, is the oldest of 7 kids, very much a large family by today's standards.
I always said I wanted a large family, and 6 was my ideal number of the largest family I could fathom. My husband said he wanted more like 4. So we compromised and said 5 was the perfect number. All young couples are idealistic when they have these conversations because, of course, they have no idea how many children they will indeed one day want, nor indeed the number of children they will actually be able to have! 
But 5 children came and went, and we realized that the "ideal" number for us kept moving up. Now, we have 8 beautiful children, ages 13 down to 1. So, not quite the 9 that Hannah now has, but I think I'm close enough to speak on this topic. Plus, we have the benefit of Jason having grown up in a large family with all 7 adult children still loving and walking with the Lord - Praise be to God!
At the beginning of last year, I read the terrific book, Hannah's Children (totally unrelated to the Hannah mentioned above), and it got my wheels spinning. Hannah's Children: The Women Quietly Defying the Birth Dearth explores why some women in modern Western culture (it might just be centered on the US, I can't remember now) choose large families despite declining birth rates, highlighting their values, motivations, and sense of purpose. The book argues that their choices challenge mainstream assumptions about fulfillment, success, and family life.
Overall, great book, and I highly recommend it. However, it interviews any woman with 5 or more children, regardless of faith. And it really only gets into their motivation for having a large family. I would like to go about 5 steps beyond that. I am focusing on Christian women because our faith highly impacts how we raise our children. And I'm not only interested in what motivates Christian women to have 5 or more children, but what common principles we can draw from the families who have raised a large family well.

And since then we've added 3 more sons to the mix, making us a family of 10!
It's no secret that it takes a lot to raise a large family. There are so many schedules to juggle, education to oversee, finances to count, food to cook, and love and attention to go around. So, as Christian women, how do we do this well? How do we practically and spiritually raise a brood of kids who love the Lord and develop a strong family connection? How do mothers of many do this with health, vitality, and vigor? There are so many flavors of good family cultures, different personalities, and different family sizes (a family with 4 kids will function a bit differently than a family with 12) that I don't think it's a one-size-fits-all answer. But I do think there are so many wise women who are quietly living this out. And until our congregations and neighborhoods are full of larger families again, it's a good thing to be able to learn from those around the country or the globe.
How do we steward a large family well? 
I have collected email addresses from over 100 Christian women (not Mormon, not another faith) with 6 or more children who are going to participate in a study that I'm putting together. We have mothers who are deep in the trenches with 6 kids, 8 and under. We have mothers sandwiched in the middle who are bouncing a baby on their knees and teaching their teens to drive. And most importantly, we have mothers who have raised their 6+ children, and all of those children are still walking with the Lord. I am particularly interested in this segment to see if we can pick up some common threads that contributed to this (I think quality talking time will be a recurring theme, but we'll see)!
I have plans of turning this study into a book, and I would love the prayers along the way. This will not be a quick turnaround, but I do think it has the potential to be a very significant project. I will, Lord willing, provide updates as we go into it. This week, I will be formulating the study questions and getting initial information out to study participants (Let me know if you have any burning questions you want me to ask)!
So, in the spirit of the Hannah Neeleman controversy and getting inspired for my new study, I'll be doing a series of articles on the topic. Here's what I'll tentatively be covering:
The blessings of a large family
The pitfalls of a large family
You actually get better at this (addressing the concern that one person can't mother this many)
Addressing the no-time-for-one-on-one myth
Parentification of the kids
Mom's health and vitality
The question of birth control
Educating a brood
Finances and what is "the good life?"
I am inviting you to join me in this series, not because I have all the answers (far from it), but because I think we need to be asking the questions.
(1) https://publichealth.jhu.edu/2026/is-the-us-birth-rate-decliningaud

For the first time in a couple of years, I've really been enjoying my reading list! I've set a goal of reading 104 books this year, at a clipped pace of 2 books per week. Here at the end of February, I've managed to stay on track with this goal and hope to see it through this year.
Part of my renewed vigor with reading is that it has now been 4+ years since I've gone this long without being pregnant. In fact, 2026 might be the first year that I will not have a nursing baby or be pregnant since 2019 (7 years, wow)! In fact, I've only had two years (2013 and 2018) since 2011 that I have not been pregnant or had a baby under 1. Holy moly, when you put it that way, I need to give myself a lot more grace for my failing routines. I say that partially in jest and partially in truth.
Only the Lord knows what is ahead but my focus this year is building back up my body, my strength, and hopefully some braincells while I'm at it! It feels like a year wide open for good routines and nurturing parts of my health that have gotten neglected as of late.
I know you landed on this post to read my 40 before 40 list of classics I'm attempting to tackle over the next 4 years, but for me, the context matters. I think I'm finally ready to tackle some of these more daunting reads. And more than that, I'm excited to!
Jason and I have each taken on a big reading goal. We will turn 40 and 42 just 3 weeks apart from each other. So I made my 40 list and he made a 42 list. We have a lot of overlap but many changes too (books either of us has already read and he replaced the homemaking books on my list with others). This gives us just under 4 years to complete this list. So at a pace of 10 books per year, I think we can do it!
Now technically, my list is actually 44 books long. I counted C.S. Lewis's Space Trilogy in one spot an then ended up adding two more books to the end of the list. I'm on a big classics binge right now and I want to read those anyway, so might as well add them to my list!
My reading list is based on working through the entire Western Canon. Also refer to this article for a crash course in the classics or for starting your own 40 before 40 list. I'm already looking forward to my 50 before 50 list.
Jami's 40 Before 40 Reading List:
Classic Literature & Story: 
1. Jane Eyre – Charlotte Brontë
2. Pride and Prejudice – Jane Austen
3. East of Eden – John Steinbeck
4. Anna Karenina – Leo Tolstoy
5. Middlemarch – George Eliot
6. Great Expectations – Charles Dickens
7. Bleak House – Charles Dickens
8. Wuthering Heights – Emily Brontë
9. The Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas and Auguste Maquet
10. The Age of Innocence – Edith Wharton
11. Gone with the Wind – Margaret Mitchell
12. Rebecca – Daphne du Maurier
13. Gullivers Travels - Jonathan Swift
14. Silas Marner – George Eliot
Epic & Philosophical Literature: 
15. The Divine Comedy – Dante Alighieri
16. The Aeneid – Virgil
17. The Odyssey – Homer
18. Crime and Punishment – Fyodor Dostoevsky
19. The Brothers Karamazov – Fyodor Dostoevsky
20. The Faerie Queene – Edmund Spenser
21.L es Misérables – Victor Hugo
22. Don Quixote – Miguel de Cervantes
Christian Faith, Family, & Home:
23. The Hidden Art of Homemaking – Edith Schaeffer
24. What Is a Family? – Edith Schaeffer
25. A Chance to Die – Elisabeth Elliot
26. Orthodoxy – G.K. Chesterton
27. Pilgrim's Progress – John Bunyan
28. The Space Trilogy – C.S. Lewis
29. Life Under Compulsion – Anthony Esolen
30. How Should We Then Live? – Francis Schaeffer
31. On the Incarnation – Athanasius
History, Philosophy & Formation: 
32. Meditations – Marcus Aurelius
33. Pensées – Blaise Pascal
34. Plutarch's Lives – Plutarch
35. Church History – Eusebius
36. Foxe's Book of Martyrs – John Foxe
37. In Defense of Tradition – Richard Weaver
38. The Gulag Archipelago – Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn
39. Lonesome Dove – Larry McMurtry
40. Kristin Lavransdatter - Sigrid Undset
41. Paradise Lost - John Milton












42. Canterbury Tales - Geoffrey Chaucer
Another goal that I will slowly be working through (without a timeline) is reading all of the works of a few particular authors including:
George McDonald
C.S. Lewis
J.R.R. Tolkien
Jane Austen
Charles Dickens
Edith Schaeffer
Franics Schaeffer
G. K. Chesterton
John Steinbeck
Jason and I both just got our lists finalized and I'm off to a good start! I just finished Pride & Prejuide and then dove into Emma. Emma isn't on my list but I am working on reading all of Austen. I took a break from Emma though because my book club is reading Cranford, another book not on my list but well worth a read! I will be diving into What is a Family by Edith Shaeffer next. I started this years ago and never finished it.
I'll add some 40 before 40 reading updates for you throughout the year! Have you created a similar reading list? I'd love to know what you think I need to start adding to my 50 before 50 list!

When I first got married, I was behind.
Admittedly, I was only nineteen. That alone explains part of it. But if I am completely honest, I do not think that five more years would have made much difference. Even if I had finished college as a single woman instead of a married one, even if I had waited until twenty-four or twenty-five, I do not believe I would have been significantly more prepared to run a home.
Like many women of my generation, I had spent my teenage and young adult years focused on school, grades, college applications, part-time jobs, and preparing for a future career. I learned how to write essays and take exams. I learned how to meet deadlines and navigate academic systems. What I did not learn was how to manage a household.
No one had intentionally taught me how to plan meals, build cleaning rhythms, grocery shop on a budget, manage my time within the context of a family, or establish spiritual habits inside a home. I stepped into marriage with good intentions, but very few practical skills.
Over the years, I have realized that my experience is far from unique. I regularly hear from women in their twenties, thirties, and even forties who are just now coming to the quiet realization that they do not actually know how to run a home well. They feel overwhelmed, scattered, and constantly behind, but they cannot quite identify why.
I believe this is one of the great unspoken struggles for modern women.
It is not because life is harder than it used to be. (It most ways, it's not! We have ovens, washing machines, dishwashers, grocery delivery, and hot running water.)
Nor is it simply because we lack a "village," though community certainly matters. Ma Ingalls managed an entire homestead, often snowed in for months at a time, without seeing another soul. There were seasons when there truly was no village. Community is a blessing, but it is not the sole explanation for why we struggle.
The deeper issue is this: many of us were never taught the skills.
Some of us were not shown. Some of us were not interested at the time. Many of us were swept up in a culture that prioritized academic achievement, career preparation, and constant outward productivity. Practical domestic skills were often treated as secondary, optional, or often outdated.
As I teach my own children now, I see this gap more clearly than ever. My older children, between the ages of nine and thirteen, already possess more hands-on, practical life skills than I did when I was newly married. They can cook simple meals, manage basic chores independently, and understand the rhythms of our home. Watching them grow in competence has made me realize just how much harder it is to build a stable home when those skills are missing at the beginning.
Yet here is the hopeful part of the story.
Not having the skills at nineteen did not determine the trajectory of my life. Over time, I chose to learn. I embraced the domestic arts gradually and imperfectly. I learned how to meal plan without panic. I learned how to cook three meals a day. I learned how to garden, preserve food, and ferment kefir and kombucha. I learned how to build systems that keep a household of ten functioning with relative order. It is not flawless—far from it—but it is steady and intentional.
And I did not learn these things as a child sitting at my grandmother's elbow (I wish!). I learned them as an adult.
Which means this: if you feel behind, your story is not over. You are not disqualified. You are simply at the beginning of your learning curve.
And that is a very hopeful place to be.
How to Grow as a Homemaker (Without Feeling Behind)
There is a quiet pressure that many women carry in their homemaking. It rarely gets spoken aloud, but it often sounds something like this: I should be further along by now. Why does everyone else seem so organized? Why can't I keep up? Why does this feel harder than it looks online?
If you have ever felt behind in your homemaking, I want to begin by gently reframing that thought. You are not necessarily behind. More often than not, you are simply growing.
Growth in homemaking does not happen overnight. It unfolds slowly, intentionally, and often quietly. It is built through faithfulness in ordinary days. Understanding this changes everything.
Let's look at what growth in homemaking actually requires.
1. Recognize That Homemaking Is Learned
Very few of us were handed a complete blueprint for running a home. Most of us picked up scattered pieces along the way — perhaps from our mothers, perhaps from observation, perhaps through trial and error. We burned dinners. We tried elaborate systems that failed. We quit, adjusted, and tried again.
Homemaking is not instinctive perfection. It is a learned skill set.
Cooking is learned. Budgeting is learned. Meal planning is learned. Time management is learned. Even establishing spiritual rhythms in a household is learned.
When you understand this, something in your brain shifts. Instead of concluding, "I am bad at this," you can more accurately say, "I am still learning." And indeed, "I CAN learn this!"
And learning, by definition, takes time (and a little elbow grease).
2. Move from Motivation to Discipline
One of the most significant turning points in my own growth as a homemaker came when I realized that motivation is unreliable, but discipline builds homes.
There were countless days when I did not feel inspired to cook from scratch, reset the kitchen yet again, plan the week ahead, or wake early to read my Bible. If I had waited for inspiration, very little would have been accomplished.
Growth does not come from waiting until we feel ready. It comes from small, repeated acts of obedience.
Discipline may sound rigid, but in practice it is deeply freeing. When you build consistent rhythms, you are no longer forced to decide from scratch each day what needs to be done. You stop reinventing your week. You move out of constant reaction and into intentionally using your time well.
Discipline creates stability and stability fosters peace.
3. Build Rhythms Instead of Relying on Crisis
Much of the feeling of being "behind" comes from randomness. We clean only when the house reaches a breaking point. We plan meals only when the refrigerator is empty. We pray only when we are desperate. We organize only when the clutter becomes unbearable.
This cycle creates constant stress.
Growth begins when you replace randomness with gentle, repeatable rhythms. This looks like a weekly meal planning time or a simple daily reset habit. It might include a consistent morning routine and a weekly planning session.
You do not need dozens of complicated systems. In fact, too many systems can create more overwhelm. What you need are a few faithful rhythms that anchor your home (and most importantly, that your brain can turn on autopilot)! If you've ever felt the mental load of trying to juggle everything, often the overwhelm comes from not knowing how to do any of it well and feeling that constant stress of keeping all these new things in your brain at once!
Small consistency over time produces steady progress.
4. Remove What Is Quietly Distracting You
One of the more uncomfortable truths I have had to face is this: often it was not that I lacked time, it was that I allowed distractions to consume it.
Endless scrolling, constant background noise, comparison. An endless stream of advice and opinions. A sense that I should be doing more, achieving more, or keeping up with someone else's standard.
If you regularly feel behind, it is worth asking what is quietly pulling your attention away from what matters most. And pulling your attention away from your own home. 
Growth in homemaking often begins with subtraction before addition. Less noise, fewer voices, and clearer priorities.
When distraction decreases, clarity increases.
5. Define Success Biblically, Not Culturally
Modern culture defines success in ways that are often exhausting. A beautiful home must be spotless. A good mother must do everything flawlessly. Productivity determines worth. Busyness signals importance.
But scripture paints a different picture.
A faithful homemaker loves her family, serves diligently, builds with wisdom, and fears the Lord. Her faithfulness may be unseen by the world, but it is deeply significant in God's kingdom.
Growth in homemaking is not about achieving a Pinterest-perfect aesthetic or being an instagram influencer. It is about cultivating faithfulness, in the everyday.
And faithfulness is rarely dramatic. It is repetitive, it is ordinary, and it is steady. Yet it is powerful beyond measure.
6. Focus on One Area at a Time
Another reason many women feel perpetually behind is that they attempt to fix everything at once. They try to overhaul their cleaning routines, health habits, meal planning, spiritual life, and organization systems simultaneously.
This approach almost always leads to discouragement.
Instead, choose one focus for a season. Perhaps you decide that this month you will learn consistent meal planning. Perhaps this quarter you will establish a workable cleaning rhythm. Perhaps this year you will strengthen your spiritual disciplines.
Growth compounds. When you master one skill well, it strengthens every other area of your home.
7. Remember That You Are Building a Legacy
Homemaking is not primarily about completing today's to-do list. It is about shaping the atmosphere and direction of your home over decades. When you have the big picture in mind, it's easier to be faitfhful with today's small load, even if that means trying to learn one new recipe.
Your children are unlikely to remember the messy Tuesday or the burnt casserole. They will remember warmth, stability, laughter, and the quiet faithfulness that marked your days.
You are not behind. You are building something lasting.
If You Want to Grow More Intentionally
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These are the same systems that helped me grow from overwhelmed and inexperienced to steady and intentional. They are not magic solutions, but they are practical tools for real progress.
Whether you choose to explore those resources or simply begin where you are today, remember this:
Growth is slow. Faithfulness matters. And you are not behind.
You are growing.
Blessings, Jami 💛

I am deep in the part of my gardening year where I am SUPER excited… and also starting to wonder if maybe I did too much.
If you garden, you know this feeling.
January and February are all hope and seed packets and plans. Everything feels possible. And then suddenly your dining room table is covered in milk cartons and seed trays and you're counting how many varieties of peppers you started and thinking, "Oh dear."
But here's something I've learned in my still-limited gardening experience: I would rather feel like I did too much than look back in July and wish I had done more.
Because once the moment passes for the year, it's often too late to go back and start over. You have a small window to restart your pepper plants if they didn't germinate — but not much time. If you miss it, you miss it. There's no rewinding the growing season.

So this year I'm operating off one big question: What do I want my harvest to look like come mid-summer?
Not what feels easy in February.
Not what feels manageable in the moment.
But what will bless our family in July, August, and September.
Right now, it feels like a lot to take on and juggle. But I also know that 2027 Jami is going to GREATLY thank me for the work I'm putting in today as I establish a brand new garden at our new house.

What We've Started So Far
This year I'm leaning hard into what we already have and what costs the least.
In milk cartons (because they're free and we go through 4–6 gallons of milk per week 😅):
Utah Celery

Chives

Peppermint

Peppers: Anaheim chili, small red chili, cayenne, early jalapeño, and sweet pickle

Rosemary

Are milk cartons glamorous? No.
Are they free and surprisingly effective? Yes.
And when you're growing this much, free matters.

In my cell trays, I just started yesterday:
Pink Chinese celery

White Creole onions

Wild bergamot

Bee balm (Spielarten mix)

Stevia

Agastache

Echinacea

Garden huckleberries

Blackberry huckleberries

Tresca strawberries

Tomatoes: San Marzano, Caribe, and Chadwick cherry

Yarrow

Cauliflower

Every time I look at the trays I feel that little spark of excitement. Tiny green starts are such a picture of hope. It's wild to think that in just a few months these fragile little seedlings could be towering tomato plants and baskets of strawberries.
This week I still need to:
Direct sow cilantro

Direct sow broccoli

At our new house, we have one raised bed that's ready to go, so I can at least start there while we get the rest of the garden prepped.
And that brings me to the big project…

The Lasagna Garden (a.k.a. The Cardboard Situation)
This year, because of cost and because of how large I want this garden to be, we decided not to do raised beds.
For the first time, we're trying a lasagna garden.
We started by laying down cardboard to smother the grass and build up from there. I thought we had plenty of cardboard.
We did not.
Not even close.
We didn't even have half of what we need. So now we're collecting more cardboard, asking friends, saving every box, and picking up soil this weekend to start building the rows.
Right now?
It looks like a mess.
Truly. It looks like we just dumped recycling all over the yard. But I'm trusting the process. I'm reminding myself that most worthwhile things look unimpressive at the beginning.
I'm hoping that in a few weeks it starts to actually resemble a garden.

My Tasks for Next Week in the Garden
Because February energy is high and if I don't write this down, I will absolutely forget something 😅
Here's what's on the agenda for next week:
Start my next round of seeds

Direct sow everything I need to in my one raised bed outside

Finish laying down the cardboard

Have Jason pick up a soil/compost mix on Saturday with his truck

Lay down the soil and start forming the rows

Hope we get a truckload of wood chips from ChipDrop.com soon

If not… I'll probably add the $20 tip and see if that helps move us up the list.
Once the soil is down and the wood chips (hopefully!) arrive, the beds should finally start looking like an actual garden instead of a recycling center. And I think that will make everything feel more manageable. There's something about structure and visible progress that calms the overwhelm.
At that point, we'll be in such a good place: beds prepped, seeds started, direct sowing underway. That's when it really begins to feel real.
A Little Deck Garden, Too
I also have this little side mission: I want to create a small container garden on our deck.
I've been hunting for large containers that are cheap or repurposable. I refuse to pay full price for giant planters if I can help it. So I'm scanning Facebook Marketplace, keeping an eye out at thrift stores, and mentally cataloging anything that could hold soil.
Half the fun of gardening on a budget is the creativity.
Can it hold dirt?
Does it drain?
Will it survive the summer heat?
Then it's probably usable.
I love the idea of stepping out onto the deck and snipping herbs or grabbing a handful of flowers outside the kitchen door. It feels practical and beautiful at the same time.
February feels ambitious.
But it also feels hopeful.
And I'd much rather stand in the middle of "maybe I did too much" than sit in July wishing I had tried harder when the window was open.
We plant in faith.
We prepare in faith.
And we trust that the small work of today will bless our family in the months (and even years) ahead.
Here's to cardboard chaos, milk cartons, and big garden dreams. 🌱